Sad But True

It's taken me a long time to figure out what to write about. Putting feelings on paper has never been an easy task for me. A lot of this is just random thoughts I put together, so I’m not expecting anybody to clearly understand. Lately I've been feeling exhausted from trying to cater to a lot of peoples feelings. Dealing with anxiety responding to dms and texts is a challenge. I’ve never wanted to come off as rude or that I don’t care but, right now I really don’t. At this moment I feel unavailable for a lot of people and I don’t feel sorry about it. 

Looking at Eternal, season 2 is approaching and I’ve learned a lot since the launch. I want to say thank you to the ones who’ve messaged me saying they get compliments on their clothes, or they believe in what I’m doing. That really keeps me motivated. A lot of people will believe in your idea, but only want to be there when it’s convenient. That’s okay I'm just expecting the same energy when things take off & they couldn’t even repost a simple T-shirt giveaway…. 

A few weeks ago last year was the first time I sat down and started planning ETERNAL. Like I’ve said before this was all created in my head. I’m not creating these clothes for my friends, because that won’t ever last. These are my experiences and feelings I deal with that I’m not afraid to put out there for the world to see. Every graphic or quote has a meaning to it, good or bad it’s going to be the truth and hopefully you can relate.

The ones that know me know I will always lookout if they need it. The ones who don’t or lost contact with, I really don’t care how anyone perceives myself or this company. With all that’s going on in the world, you get reminded that a lot of things really don’t matter and they could be a lot worse.

People are going to have their own opinion of you or what you do regardless, so quit letting their opinions hold value in your head. 

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